You are just one block away from me but why I feel so distant to you?
I’m just wondering…
How long I am capable to dodge all the denials of truth
How many times I will inhibit my chest to beat
How long I will hold my breathe when you were nearer to me
and How long I will keep this feeling for you….
In the midst of cold hazy breeze
Your embrace is my favorite source of heat
Every friction of you is wonderful
Even your hands are rough as sand dunes
The way your palm run through my skin
How slickly your love pampered my delicate sin
Even my body is shaking with fear
Still, you are my favorite form of catastrophe
We’re naturally born “unique”, and we can do something “extraordinary”. But to be “unusual” is exceptional. What are things makes us unusual? I have no idea. However, All I know is being unusal is absolute, not for all but for the few who look deeper to you.
I hate people were just mouth-merciful but Ill-compassionate, because of that I started to ask and think whom among them is the real ‘kind’.
The ecstacy of love was the reason why she kept holding on before
She too dumb fighting for you
Believing one way or somehow you change
Prolonging her patience with your stuborness
She’s keeping herself low-key with non-sense arguments
Playing non-chalant in every careless words you’ve said
Holding back her tears after you chat her off
She’s putting aside her intuition
She’s dodging the bullets of cheats
She’s swallowing her pride and your sweet lies
She’s making herself blind not to see your vices
She’s martyr per say
But one night, from her long crawl of sadness — she took a glance to look at the mirror
Sought her own reflection tired and blue
Her eyes are burned from long sober
Her skin was dried like a petal of white rose unwatered
She realized that she lost her soul
Her beauty and her grace
And now the pang of tiredness shivering throughout her body
The coldness embracing her heart
“The time has come….” she said on her mind
“All I want is someone to love me back” she added while a single tear flowing through her delicate cheek
She picked up the phone and send a reply
“I’m leaving you not to set you free, but to emancipate myself from the slavery of your love. I don’t deserve you and you don’t deserve me.”
With no assurance, she geared up herself to embrace positivity when the dusk come.
And now, you kneeling on the ground begging her to come back
But she said “Enough! I’m done.”
Her heart is not that slick for you unlike before, your new sweet dispositions never occur to her
You ignoring her love and efforts
And now she’s rejecting you without being relentless
Frustrated? That is the aftertaste of your being insensitive
The feeling of unappreciated and unwanted ~~ it hurts
She’s no longer inlove with you
You are nothing now
Because the best way for her to be happy is letting herself go from you
Because you are a living hell
A boy who puts someone hearts into burden.
Heal me from the sorrow I’ve been
Heal me from bullets I’d try to dodge
Heal me from putting my heart broke into pieces
Heal me to be a new version of me
And heal me from nostalgic memories taunting me every moment.