Burying my face in your chest and sniffing your cheap perfume is everything.
I hate people were just mouth-merciful but Ill-compassionate, because of that I started to ask and think whom among them is the real ‘kind’.
When cold winds blow
Sadness will start to howl
His nasty words had been thrown
Rewinding like a turbulent of waters flow
Every sound of the shore
Is an eye getting sore
So the love will stop to grow
And heartbeat start to slow
The loneliness is unbearable
And you have no choice but to let go
I can’t remembered the last time I saw fireflies.
Childhood memories suddenly flashback and made me realize how lucky I am to witness that kind of phenomena which captives our eyes in the middle of night
How our society are rich in glimpse and folklore that taught us to believe in magic, and taught us the moral values embedded on it.
Before, I used to chase them and collect it to the transparent jar and be in love and get awe how they flickered their lights simultaneously.
How a single grove of tree got illuminated and shine with dancing lights of wasps, it gives me wonderous feeling that I’d like to watch.
I’m so sadden now because I saw only one firefly on my bedroom ~~ maybe he got lost or finding his space or looking for other fireflies.
I wish I could see again a bunch of fireflies stealing the life of night life.
The ecstacy of love was the reason why she kept holding on before
She too dumb fighting for you
Believing one way or somehow you change
Prolonging her patience with your stuborness
She’s keeping herself low-key with non-sense arguments
Playing non-chalant in every careless words you’ve said
Holding back her tears after you chat her off
She’s putting aside her intuition
She’s dodging the bullets of cheats
She’s swallowing her pride and your sweet lies
She’s making herself blind not to see your vices
She’s martyr per say
But one night, from her long crawl of sadness — she took a glance to look at the mirror
Sought her own reflection tired and blue
Her eyes are burned from long sober
Her skin was dried like a petal of white rose unwatered
She realized that she lost her soul
Her beauty and her grace
And now the pang of tiredness shivering throughout her body
The coldness embracing her heart
“The time has come….” she said on her mind
“All I want is someone to love me back” she added while a single tear flowing through her delicate cheek
She picked up the phone and send a reply
“I’m leaving you not to set you free, but to emancipate myself from the slavery of your love. I don’t deserve you and you don’t deserve me.”
With no assurance, she geared up herself to embrace positivity when the dusk come.
And now, you kneeling on the ground begging her to come back
But she said “Enough! I’m done.”
Her heart is not that slick for you unlike before, your new sweet dispositions never occur to her
You ignoring her love and efforts
And now she’s rejecting you without being relentless
Frustrated? That is the aftertaste of your being insensitive
The feeling of unappreciated and unwanted ~~ it hurts
She’s no longer inlove with you
You are nothing now
Because the best way for her to be happy is letting herself go from you
Because you are a living hell
A boy who puts someone hearts into burden.
You saved me
May I call you my great messiah?
Who saved me from nightmare of past
That turn my pain into hope
You let me shed into your home
That only few can make through on your comfort zone
May I consider myself lucky? By the way
You turn my melancholy into non-chalant
And you taught me again to breathe the bliss
And get a perfect space to fits and live with peace
Heal me from the sorrow I’ve been
Heal me from bullets I’d try to dodge
Heal me from putting my heart broke into pieces
Heal me to be a new version of me
And heal me from nostalgic memories taunting me every moment.