Monologue #1

When cold winds blow

Sadness will start to howl

His nasty words had been thrown

Rewinding like a turbulent of waters flow

Every sound of the shore

Is an eye getting sore

So the love will stop to grow

And heartbeat start to slow

The loneliness is unbearable

And you have no choice but to let go


I can’t remembered the last time I saw fireflies. 

Childhood memories suddenly flashback and made me realize how lucky I am to witness that kind of phenomena which captives our eyes in the middle of night

How our society are rich in glimpse and folklore that taught us to believe in magic, and taught us the moral values embedded on it.

Before, I used to chase them and collect it to the transparent jar and be in love and get awe how they flickered their lights simultaneously.

How a single grove of tree got illuminated and shine with dancing lights of wasps, it gives me wonderous feeling that I’d like to watch.

I’m so sadden now because I saw only one firefly on my bedroom ~~ maybe he got lost or finding his space or looking for other fireflies.

I wish I could see again a bunch of fireflies stealing the life of night life.

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She’s no longer inlove with youΒ 

The ecstacy of love was the reason why she kept holding on before

She too dumb fighting for you

Believing one way or somehow you change

Prolonging her patience with your stuborness

She’s keeping herself low-key with non-sense arguments

Playing non-chalant in every careless words you’ve said

Holding back her tears after you chat her off

She’s putting aside her intuition

She’s dodging the bullets of cheats

She’s swallowing her pride and your sweet lies

She’s making herself blind not to see your vices

She’s martyr per say

But one night, from her long crawl of sadness — she took a glance to look at the mirror

Sought her own reflection tired and blue

Her eyes are burned from long sober

Her skin was dried like a petal of white rose unwatered

She realized that she lost her soul

Her beauty and her grace

And now the pang of tiredness shivering throughout her body

The coldness embracing her heart

“The time has come….” she said on her mind

“All I want is someone to love me back” she added while a single tear flowing through her delicate cheek

She picked up the phone and send a reply

“I’m leaving you not to set you free, but to emancipate myself from the slavery of your love. I don’t deserve you and you don’t deserve me.”

With no assurance, she geared up herself to embrace positivity when the dusk come.

And now, you kneeling on the ground begging her to come back

But she said “Enough! I’m done.”

Her heart is not that slick for you unlike before, your new sweet dispositions never occur to her

You ignoring her love and efforts

And now she’s rejecting you without being relentless

Frustrated? That is the aftertaste of your being insensitive

The feeling of unappreciated and unwanted ~~ it hurts

She’s no longer inlove with you

You are nothing now


Because the best way for her to be happy is letting herself go from you

Because you are a living hell

A boy who puts someone hearts into burden.

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QVS Random

You saved me 

May I call you my great messiah?

Who saved me from nightmare of past

That turn my pain into hope

You let me shed into your home 

That only few can make through on your comfort zone

May I consider myself lucky? By the way 

You turn my melancholy into non-chalant

And you taught me again to breathe the bliss

And get a perfect space to fits and live with peace